Can someone please make a gif set parallel of Neil popping up in the backseat if Emma’s car in the first swan thief episode and then Henry popping up in the backseat if Emma’s car in that Cinderella episode when she goes looking for Cinderella??? Like why has no one done this???
Okay so like. I totally understand when bigger girls post those pics of themselves in like a bikini bashing skinny girls because I have a thicker body so like I understand how they feel but I also understand when like skinny girls post their bodies saying oh realize that ALL bodies are beautiful and you can’t hate our bodies and make us feel bad because that’s not fair but at the same time I’m like well you don’t understand because when you’re bigger it’s harder to find clothes that look okay and since we’re always uncomfortable in our clothes always pulling and tugging at our clothes and adjusting it to make ourselves look thinner it’s just. Idk it’s hard to explain. I mean I’m not trying to say skinny girls don’t have the right to be insecure but just from my point of view I don’t understand why skinny girls would have insecurities about their bodies.
Tomorrow marks a full year since I asked you out. Since we had our date and tried talking. Soon it’ll be a year since we first ACTUALLY started really flirting and getting to know each other and all that. Then it’ll be a year since I pushed you away. I don’t regret what I did because I had every right to considering you were giving mixed signals and talking to other girls. But still. You would think I’d be over this by now. And in all honesty I hate that I’m not. I feel pathetic because I think about you every fucking day. And you moved on easily because I was stupid and obviously had zero experience with relationships. Is it bad that I have this stupid hope that maybe you’ll ask me out tomorrow the way I did. The day AFTER valentines day. I know you aren’t coming back but I still stupidly hope that you will. Even after you humiliated me by passing that note around your algebra class. I STILL want you. Like any other girl would be like wow FUCK YOU and I mean I am like that I fucking HATE and DESPISE you for doing that to me but I still want you. Idk. I just need something to take my mind off of you. Off of boys in general. I’m doing so badly in school yet all I care about is being your girlfriend and getting a gold medal at a show choir competition. My priorities are fucked up. Whatever. I’m gonna read my book club book and try to get my mind off of you. But i know it’ll only work for maybe 20 mins tops. Maybe when I start losing weight you’ll notice me. I mean its not like I’m hideous. I mean I think I’m pretty I know my body is not so hot but whatever it’s not like I’m obese. And since I’m not the hottest girl out there guess how many guys have liked me before you came along? Like literally 2 guys. I’m not even exaggerating. So I’ve always felt like I’m going to be alone and like I don’t know how to react to certain things because I’ve never dealt with them before so I’m sorry if I get upset over stupid little things. I’ve never even kissed anyone and I’m 17 years old. And I feel like you should know this because I told you I’ve never really been with anyone but I’m not gonna turn the blame on you because really when you boil it all down: I’m the one who fucked this up. And I just wish I didn’t because I miss you so fucking much.
so. there was this guy. we were talking for a while till i pushed him away and then i realized how dumb that was so i tried getting him back and then at junior prom we danced to a couple songs together so i thought things were changing but they werent and i just wanted to move on so i wrote a note. nothing dramatic basically it said ” wow i never thought id have to get my feelings out to you to move on since i hated you freshman year and ive never really been with anyone before and no one ever really likes me so im not used to feeling wanted so thats why i pushed you away…our dance at harvest (junior prom) wasnt nothing was it or maybe it only meant something to me cuz i still like you but i know youre over me and you like another girl so i just wanna say sorry for holding on because its probably really annoying” like 3 of my closer friends told me i should give it to him but i dont have any classes with him so i gave it to one of my good friends to give to him cuz she has a class with him and i told her multiple times to tell him not to show anyone so i guess this is what happened in that class:
1. friend walked in with note
2. told boy about the note and not to show ANYONE
3. boy reads note
4. boy’s friend comes in
5. boy whispers to his friend and GIVES HIM THE NOTE
6. his friend reads note
7. another one of boy’s friends comes in
8. HE IS ALSO GIVEN THE NOTE TO READ AND LAUGHS AT IT
9. note is then passed around the class until it reaches boy again
10. boy keeps note in front of him for the rest of class and rereads it multiple times
11. boy is angry?
12. note is thrown away on boy’s way out of class.
so yeahhhhhh and i didnt have a phone so my friend who originally gave this boy the note couldnt text me and she had to text another one of my friends who is in my 7th period class. (this all happened 5th perod btw)
so i find out 7th period. i am in shock and im freaking out because i realize what a douchebag he is and how him and all his friend are laughing at me but at this point i didnt know the note was thrown away so i thought they were still passing it around all his friends so i had to leave 7th period because i was freaking out so badly like panic attack almost. because ive dealt with bullying before and i still do now but its not as intense and i didn’t want it to reach that level again because of this note.
i was literally in the hallway crying for 15 mins before i was found and sent to the school social worker (who is the most awesome lady ever) i honestly dont even have words to describe what i was feeling but lemme try
1. as corny and obnoxious as it sounds: heartbreak. i really really REALLY liked him
4. and most of all; anger
and then i told my friend Sam about what happened and she told her best friend (who is also my friend so i didnt care that she was told i was actually happy she was told you’ll see why later) anways Sam told her best friend Emily and Emily happens to be the girl that this boy likes (but she doesnt like him like that) and when she found out what he had done to me she was FURIOUS (as were all of my other friends who found out) but anyways she was super mad and yelled at him and THIS is when boy started to feel bad about what he had done. because a lot of the girls he is friends with are also my friends and of course they all sided with me because I DID NOTHING WRONG MIND YOU! if liking a boy is something to be punished for by public humiliation than…..idek. anways so theyre all mad at him including the girl he likes so he’s all boo hoo my life sucks and he tried APOLOGIZING THROUGH TEXT ( and he tried saying it wasnt his fault that the note got passed around) so i sent a very long reply saying it was his fault even if someone had taken it from him because he was told not to show anyone so he should have said give it back and then i told him he was hilarious if he thought id accept an apology through text and that i was glad he felt like shit because he is a fucking piece of shit and who would do something like that to anyone and what did i do to him anyways? nothing i did nothing to him and he only felt bad because emily (the girl he likes) found out about what he did and she got pissed and then i told him “fuck you and have a nice life” and so yeah
guess im over him
i need to take a serious break from guys for a while i need to focus on me
I love that class. Easily my favorite class ever. My teacher is hilarious and awesome and dorky and great. But I’m starting to hate just about every kid in that class cuz they all piss me off (except like 1 but that’s my best friend and she doesn’t count) actually no not exactly every kid there are 2 kids in particular but everyone has little moments that tick me off.
These 2 kids NEVER SHUT UP.
There’s a boy and a girl. The boy I have 2 classes with him this year unfortunately and the girl is just there. She’s not as bad as the boy but she can be. Anyways. They both bring up irrelevant things and insist on commenting on EVERYTHING my teacher says like he’ll be like “I was reading an interview about David foster Wallace…….” And one of them will be all “really?”
And they make comments like this all during his lecture “hmmm” “really” “ooooookay?”
SHUT UP NO ONE NEEDS TO HEAR YOUR STUPID COMMENTS AFTER EVERY SENTENCE
I’m sorry if this is bitchy but I’ve been waiting since I was a freshman to take this class. Writing is something I want to take seriously and I come into the class with kids who do nothing but interrupt and distract my teacher. IT’S NOT A FUCKING FREE PERIOD. I honestly feel like the only kid in the class who actually cares about what my teacher says when he talks about writing. And there’s a lot of kids who just have conversations about who knows what while he’s talking and my teacher isn’t a outspoken (if that’s the word for this) guy so he seems to not know what to do to get their attention except like say shhh which they all ignore. And it frustrates me that no one seems to care about this class as much as I do. I don’t get why they’d sign up for it if they don’t care for it.
Keeping myself updated by my phone on the awful tumblr app
crying because erica put boyd’s life ahead of hers
crying because she told boyd to run
crying because derek did and said the same things to stiles
crying because paaaaaaaaaaaaack
I CAN’T DEAL WITH THIS
Coach won’t let Scott play
Erica is shot and told boyd to leave her
Stiles is playing
Peter called Derek a failure
Also Alison needs to die. All in favor?